Date:	2006-02-24 05:17
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[I'm sure this comes as no surprise but I am closing this journal. I reserve the right to pick my replacement. You can reach me at dboreanaz@gmail.com if you're interested. I will edit this post to name my replacement once I've chosen them. If there's edit naming my successor, then that means I'm still choosing. Adios.]

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Date:	2004-11-30 21:30
Subject:	[NOT REAL!]
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Mood:	cold

[This is not real! I am not David Boreanaz, period. If you think I am, then you are sadly mistaken. I am just a fan, who has the highest amount of respect for him. Again, this is not REAL!]

Date:	2004-06-23 15:15
Subject:	Can't fight Kyrumption, cinnamon buns. It's fate. It's the stars. Kyrumption is...
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Mood:	loved

Gather around kiddos, it's time for a story. Let's go back, back into the past when dinosaurs ruled the..oops, that's too far back. Moving forward to when Angel first began. No, that's still to far back. Fast forward a few years later.

Ah, there we go. Once upon a time there was a vampire who was very sad and lonely. Things were not going well for the little vampire in his own life so he spent every single day stuck inside of a big drafty house. And almost every day, the vampire's best friend: the soldier would come and check up on him. He tried everything to make the vampire have fun again but it was no use. He wouldn't move.

Until one day the vampire finally realized something. He couldn't spend the rest of his life in the dark. So he took one step, then another and then another until he moved out into the light. And then he caught on fire.

Haha, no. Not in my fairytales, dammit.

Anyway, he started going out again, trying to be with his friends. The little vampire even dated a champion for a short time, and then he added a demon to the mix. But their three-way relationship couldn't last. So the vampire had to choose between the champion and the demon. Either way he knew that he had to hurt someone, and it hurt him inside. In the end? The vampire chose the demon.

And that was the best damn choice he ever made.

There's more to the story, promise.

Date:	2003-11-16 10:52
Subject:	Princess!
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Mood:	cheerful

Happy Birthday, m_gyllenhaal!!

You are one of the few women I've let into my life, but you're still the most beautiful one of them all. You keep me on my toes, but I wouldn't have it any other way.

I really wanted to keep this to myself (and a few other people), but it looks like a certain cast member of mine James *cough*has to talk about everything. *chuckles*

Anyway, I figured I would let you guys know, I had knee surgery about a week ago. Most of my scenes have been filmed sitting down, and my stunt double does more of the work now. There is also the fact that I've been directing all week, so it seemed like a good time to schedule the surgery.

I just didn't want to mention it, all of you know how I don't like to talk about what's wrong with me. I mean, Andy's been helping out a lot, trying to keep me off my feet as much as possible. Blu does what he can too, playing basketball with me while I spin around in a wheelchair that the hospital gave me. *laughs*

James said it best about what happened: "And two weeks ago, he came back from a weekend of football and blew his knee out, and he was doing crosses, 150 foot crosses because at Paramout we have all the room in the world. And he was not willing to talk about it, and I had to go to the director and said "David is really in pain, I think we’ll get the shot better if he’s taken over 5 feet," and uh, but he did not even mention it and I have a lot of respect for that."

Date:	2003-11-08 21:02
Subject:	We must interrupt this broadcast..
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Mood:	giggly

To bring you an important announcement:

MAGGIE IS THE ONE OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMEN IN THE WORLD! AND SHE'S A PRINCESS TOO!

Thank you. We now return you to your regularly scheduled updates, already in progress.

Save me from the wrath of the princess! *runs away and hides*

Date:	2003-11-07 17:27
Subject:	Weekends.
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Mood:	sleepy

We're filming late today, so that we can have all this weekend off. I mostly likely won't be online tonight since it could be late when I get back.

I am, however, sending everyone home as soon as all their scenes for Saturday are finished. I have extra things I'll have to get done, being the director and all. *laughs*

In other words, don't expect me around tonight. For all my friends, I send lots of love.

Date:	2003-11-05 18:35
Subject:	I'm still alive.
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Mood:	cheerful

Even though some of you might wish I wasn't. ;)

Over the last week, I've been directing an episode of Angel. I have loved every second of it. I still prefer acting, but directing is right up there too. I mean, there is a certain power that comes with that responsiblity and I seem to thrive when I'm under pressure.

People have come and gone on the set, guest star(s) that you will recongize if you're a follower of Buffy or Angel. Most likely by now, you know who I'm referring to. *grins* But unlike my boyfriend, I won't give away any spoilers.

That's my update for now. :D

Date:	2003-10-19 21:54
Subject:	I'm not good at these update things.
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Mood:	loved

My life has never felt more amazing then it does now. Good friends, an incredible boyfriend, an equally great best friend, and a job that I love 99.9 percent of the time.

Andy and I had our first real date last night, here is the point where I gush about it.

( Skip if you don’t want to hear about it. )

Date:	2003-10-18 18:25
Subject:	Busy doing things.
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Mood:	giddy

But I just wanted to let Manda know that because I didn't get anything for her little one while up there, I went ahead and bought something.

This will be shipped to you in the next day or two so it'll get there within the week, I think.

Date:	2003-10-16 18:06
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Mood:	pleased

I'm never good at these update things.

The last few weeks have been a time for meeting new people, and some old ones. It was Bif who visited a while back, è una donna bella (can't you tell I've started to go back to my Italian roots? *laughs* My family is proud when I speak Italian, it's just odd) and Parker returned to the set too. I'm going to meet alot more people in the next couple of days too.

Speaking of which, I'm on my way up north. Joss let me go as soon as I finished my scenes with the exception that I have to be back on set bright and early Monday. I'm happy because of many reasons: I get to meet Manda, who's a good friend of Andy's and hopefully will become one of mine, and I get to meet Janet Jackson. I'll admit, I really like her work. Plus she's a beautiful woman.

I'm looking forward to the weekend. *grins dorkishly*

Edit: I forgot to mention the fact that Jaden is coming to LA the day after Thanksgiving for at least two months. *beams happily* I can't fucking wait.

Blu, I took my cell with me. Call me if you want.

Date:	2003-10-12 18:43
Subject:	I updated.
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Mood:	cheerful

Aerosmith - Fly Away From Here

Gotta find a way
Yeah, I can't wait another day
Ain't nothin' gonna change
If we stay 'round here
Gotta do what it takes
Cause all in our hands
We all make mistakes, yeah
But it's never to late to start again
Take another breath
And say another prayer

And fly away from here
Anywhere
Yeah I don't care
We'll just fly away from here
Our hopes and dreams are out there somewhere
Won't let time pass us by
We'll just fly

If this life
Gets any harder now
It ain't, no, nevermind
You got me by your side
And anytime you want
Yeah, we can catch a train and find a better place
Yeah, cause we won't let nothin' or no one keep gettin' us down
Maybe you and I
Can pack our bags and hit the sky

And fly away from here
Anywhere
Yeah I don't care
We'll just fly away from here
Our hopes and dreams are out there somewhere
Won't let time pass us by
We'll just fly

Do you see a bluer sky now
You can have a better life now
Open your eyes
Cause no one here can ever stop us
They can try but we won't let them
No way

Maybe you and I
Could pack our bags and say goodbye

And fly away from here
Anywhere
Honey I don't care
We'll just fly away from here
Our hope and dreams are out there somewhere
Fly away from here
Yeah anywhere
Honey I don't, I don't, I don't care

Yeah
We'll just fly

Date:	2003-10-10 21:26
Subject:	I'm just trouble.
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Mood:	grateful

Why is it I take forever to think of what to write about?

I’ve been talking to Jamie, on and off, for the past couple of weeks. A few things she has yet to know about me and I’m kind of scared to tell her. I do, however, believe it’s her right to know, so when Jaden finally comes to LA she will learn of my relationship with Andy. That won’t actually be too long, since we decided the beginning of November would be a good time to have him come here to visit me for at least two months. He’ll get to see his Uncle Marc, and see Andy again.

Speaking of which, Blu should be back here sometime soon. I’m going to hang out with him for most of tomorrow, since he won’t be in town for that long, so don’t expect me to around until late.

Lately, I’ve been so happy for myself and now for my friends. Most everyone has found someone, the missing piece of themselves that they’re needed so badly. It’s much more refreshing then reading about all the anger and sadness that was going on for the longest time around here.

I have two reasons to be happy. Well many, but two main ones. I have fallen for the most amazing man on the face of the earth. Now, looking back a couple of weeks ago, I never would have ever thought of my life going this way but I am glad it did. I’m content with everything, for once. I mean, I loved Jamie, but this relationship is different (plus we’ve decided to take it slow, mostly for my sake). My other reason falls under the fact that the friendship I was terrified of breaking has begun to mend itself. I can finally relax, knowing that things have fallen into place within my life.

Oh, before I forget to mention, I’m taking Andy out next weekend on a real date. Something romantic that I know he’ll love. We’re heading to his Italian restaurant called Valentino’s, then driving over to Jazz Bakery for a couple of hours. I may have a few more surprises planned for that night, who really knows. ;)

And so I don’t get grumbled at for having a short update, we will have story time!

A while back, I was walking back to my trailer when all of a sudden my canopy falls down. Now, this thing juts out from the side of my trailer so that I don’t get a tan in between takes, and it’s just huge. Two seconds later, I was on the phone, yelling at our production manager to get over there and fix my car which had been damaged by the canopy. By the way, this was my Benz which had been wreaked. It took a good twenty minutes or so then a few people decided to face my wrath, and come over to calm me down. Of course they found out when they got there that my car was completely fine. It had fallen, but nothing was damaged. I couldn’t stop laughing for the longest time, I thought it was funny. Some of the people around me glaring daggers for about two seconds, then began to laugh along with me.

I guess I just have a way with people, huh?

Date:	2003-10-06 18:44
Subject:	I've been forced into a real update, damn.
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Mood:	bouncy

I've spent a good ten minutes staring at this screen because I had no idea what to write about. And then my brain started to work again.

Yesterday, I came home to find Blu baking in my kitchen. I was a bit taken back at first, since I didn't know my best friend actually cooked. But that was the first of many things I found out about him that night. I'm glad though, because we're getting back to knowing each other again. No matter what happens between us, I can just tell certain things about him. We have this bond, we know when the other person is hurting and we know how to fix it. I know he needs friends right now, which is why I was willing to let him go to New Zealand with no arguments from me. Besides, he'll be back soon so I won't get a chance to miss him.

Speaking of which, I'm now happier then I have been in a long time. I have someone in my life that's just fucking amazing. He won't believe me when I tell him that but I'll scream it to the world if I have to. He doesn't know how much he makes me smile, he always has. I know it seems soon considering we haven't been together long, but we've known each other for years. The little things I didn't know at first, I'm learning. I'm always learning.

Oh yes, I will address something here quickly. If anyone ever fucks with Andy, I will make Angelus look like a goddamn saint.

I'm planning something, by the way. I know Andy will kill me but I don't care. I just want to thank him for what he has done for me by doing something for him. It's a big secret, but I will make sure everyone knows after he does.

Oh, Blu. I know I was going to get you something before you left but since you hopped the first flight out of here I couldn't give it to you. So on your bed, these will be waiting for you when you get back. There's a New Zealand guide in the inside of one of them as well. *grins* But I have a feeling by the time you get back, you won't need it.

Hmm. I think I've run out of things to say. How shocking.

Ti amo, il mio leone

Date:	2003-10-05 20:17
Subject:	I'm a hopeless romantic.
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Mood:	chipper

Lifehouse - Anchor

I stand with a blank expression now
and I can't believe myself
will someone tell me how
did I get here
I am walking
changing slowly
I am chasing
climbing closer

I know that I'll never be alone
you will never let me go
you are my anchor
hold my hand
while I'm sinking in the sand
no one else could understand
you are my anchor

it seems that I lost track of time
and I can't believe my mind
would you save me if
I reached out to you
I'm waiting, watching, standing
I am reaching
climbing closer

I know that I'll never be alone
you will never let me go
you are my anchor
hold my hand
while I'm sinking in the sand
no one else could understand
you are my anchor yeah
anchor yeah
anchor yeah

I am walking
changing slowly
I am chasing
climbing closer

I know that I'll never be alone
you will never let me go
you are my anchor
hold my hand
while I'm sinking in the sand
no one else could understand
you are my anchor yeah
anchor yeah
anchor yeah

can you hear me
hear me
can you hear me

Date:	2003-10-03 20:14
Subject:	Pushy bastard.
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Mood:	indescribable

He knows who he is. *cough*Andy*cough*

I'm not sure what to update about. *kicks a rock on the ground*

Well, my life has been thrown on a rollercoaster for the last week or so. I've fallen in love, hurt someone deeply, dealt with many problems and emerged mostly unshattered. I owe that in part to the amazing people in my life. Thank you, they know who they are.

A better update later when I'm less..distracted..*winks*

Listen, I'm going to play anti-social for a while.

I need to do some thinking about things. Please don't feel angry if I don't talk to anyone tonight. It's not you.

Blu, I need to talk to you too. We both have things going on, and we both need some support.

Date:	2003-09-27 17:57
Subject:	Dreams.
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Mood:	mellow

I had a dream last night.

I am alone, running. In front of me two cliffs come into view. Suddenly I can feel something chasing after me but there was no way out; a small plank of wood starts at the other side then moves across until it's in front of my feet. I slowly moved forward, inch by inch. The board was less then a foot across so I had to be careful or I'd slip.

I turned back to look for the thing following me but I couldn't see it anymore. That's when I missed my footing. I struggled to stay on but gravity decided otherwise. I felt myself falling rapidly. I was scared.

Out of no where, a net breaks my fall. I lie there for a moment, then notice a rope right next to me. I reach out and get a hold of it, before pulling myself back up the cliff. When I reach the top, this black mass is waiting for me so I have no choice but to cross again or else god knows what will happen to me.

For the second time, I move inch by inch across the board and make it further then I did before. I fall off once again. Each time, the net and rope break my fall and the plank helps me get to safety.

I'm going to lay down for an hour but I'll be back shortly.

I seem to be catching something again. I don't know but I feel, heavy?

Like I said, I'll be back. With an update post and everything.